Don't ignore it.

repeat.

"maybe it's easy right now for me to hurl questions at the sky. Maybe it's harder to wonder what God is doing with all of this. How will he possibly bring good, and how will we have any eyes left from crying to see it? Perhaps it is even crazier to trust that God is somehow making His love known, brightness in all this midnight black."
"and the one thing He always leaves me with is this: Hope"


.....maybe I should listen to myself more often.

the sunlight reflects in my tears

I know now my life is not my own.
.....That in whatever I do, I will only find joy...and life, in giving it for others.
It is what Jesus did for us.

At the end of the rainbow

I looked around my room this morning, and everything in it appeared to me as it was. I care for none of it. I am dying, (and also living)
the body is more than the clothing we put on
and life is more than what we eat or drink.

a really wise dude said that once. His name is Jesus.

It was all dust, and I had no desire to cling to any of it, no desire to try and shield myself with it.
If I am dying and living, I want a reason. And it's got nothing to do with stuff.

It has everything to do with knowing God, and learning to have a heart more like His.

what am I to do with dust and things that fade?