Wow

Wow, I have been absolutely horrible at blogging lately. sorry. The last month has been full of disappointments for me. And to some extent disappointments always get you down - at least some. The last week or so, some stuff has become more clear, some stuff - I'm still just as uncertain about. I still have a lot of stuff to get done and to plan, but it seems as though things are starting to come together...... guess I'll see a few months down the road.
wow, I'm just so excited about some stuff- it's hard to really write much. I don't know what the future holds for me, but at the moment- I'm looking at certain things and if they happen, or if they don't and God leads somewhere else- it's like the only thing I can do is stand back and say "wow, is that really what you have for me? " and just be amazed. I guess that's how I'll spend today(my day off work) - in awe. I can't think of any better way to spend it.